tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post7625463322005048586..comments2023-10-24T11:30:47.750+01:00Comments on A Head Full of Beauty: Please, Sink a blade into my thighOpheliahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06804728080052960584noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-36054006306587552362009-06-11T12:02:24.373+01:002009-06-11T12:02:24.373+01:00Are you doing ABC? Im starting Monday.. I have don...Are you doing ABC? Im starting Monday.. I have done it before until about Day 30.. Follow me on my blogAna Angel Orexishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08520299106317253842noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-7245048694437535132009-06-11T01:15:16.629+01:002009-06-11T01:15:16.629+01:00Intense. Like Vermeer.
Much, much more honest tha...Intense. Like Vermeer.<br /><br />Much, much more honest than anything I say.<br /><br />Keep on keeping on.Geist Biteshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12523365008483776036noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-46196240896125507142009-06-10T20:59:32.306+01:002009-06-10T20:59:32.306+01:00Oooh, I hope you stay strong and don't cut. I...Oooh, I hope you stay strong and don't cut. I'm proud of you for resisting. *hugs* You can get your weight down. We're all here for you.Anahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08677125303943923177noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-14224011244288104722009-06-10T18:24:00.077+01:002009-06-10T18:24:00.077+01:00I used to cut all the time. I dont know how I stop...I used to cut all the time. I dont know how I stopped or why but I had to go to the hospital more than once for stitches because i'd cut when I was drunk. A few people found out that I did it. It was pretty much mortifying. I dont think Ive done it since then. But I completely understand the need your talking about. Its like letting the pain drip out of you.obsessed_anahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07425129696001583337noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-78621212583581405712009-06-10T17:56:48.375+01:002009-06-10T17:56:48.375+01:00I feel the same way about people seeing me, I hate...I feel the same way about people seeing me, I hate going to school, people have to watch me walk around, I want to stay home and curl up in my bed, I feel so fat and discusting, and embarrased that other people have to watch me, even look at me.<br />good luck on your abc, I'm doing it too,<br />you'll get through it :)<br />xxSeehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12785269179973041535noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-77666206469835144122009-06-10T14:01:02.733+01:002009-06-10T14:01:02.733+01:00you are speaking of all the things that have been ...you are speaking of all the things that have been going through my mind lately. But unfortunately for u that u need to go to work everyday and face people. Im going to have my exams soon so i should really be studying in uni whether than at home being distracted by my laptop but i dont want to go out bc im feeling fat. consequently im not gettin much study done at home. now im stressed over my exam and my weight....so stressed, like u i feel like harming myself...to smile at the sign of blood..to feel relief with the pain from the flesh.....i do too crave for that escape...to take away the crave? my choice is to punch anything hard(e.g wall)...but since u're in ur office...maybe pinching urself? that's what i do anyway or bite myself as hard as i can...Ibbiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09143832767622047990noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-89973698807281109122009-06-10T13:35:03.470+01:002009-06-10T13:35:03.470+01:00Hey! I can relate to the self harm thing. My frien...Hey! I can relate to the self harm thing. My friend used to do it and I thought it was absolutly stupid! How does some one feel relief by harming themselves! But I understand now. I just wna hurt myelf bc Im a fuckin idiot with nothing else going for her. I got scraped by a cat and it made a y shape on my arm and I loved that bc at that time I was like why is my life shit. Its almost fully fades now but Im considoring remarking it! I think Im just crying out for help and no1 is paying attention. Altho Im maintaining my weight if I want to get noticed Im gona have to change drastically. Im thinkning this wkd Im eating celery and cucumber that it! I need to be noticed I need some one to help me!dietlexyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02665198652097214960noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5226506400762782826.post-62890824796476981492009-06-10T12:31:19.492+01:002009-06-10T12:31:19.492+01:00Don't worry. I'm sure you'll feel bett...Don't worry. I'm sure you'll feel better once ur weight gets down. Its good you're staying under the 500 cal mark as much as possible. I had an awful experience last time on the abc, but I'm starting it in a week again hopefully it will go well. Good luck on it, stay strong! xoxo Faraherin_dhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15280538935630023624noreply@blogger.com